This Is Me, by Hayden Panettiere | Free Audiobook
17 May 2026
Audiobook details
A jester who lies with every truth he tells
In the Kingdom of Spring, jesters live by one unbreakable rule: never lie. Poet has built his entire reputation on that constraint, shaping words so precisely that deception hides in plain sight without ever becoming falsehood. He is charming, dangerous, and very good at his job. He is also, quietly, falling apart. When the Crown Princess Briar demands his presence as her personal fool, neither of them expects anything beyond calculation and contempt.
Briar is not interested in being charmed. She has been managing the expectations of a court that underestimates her since she could walk, and she has learned to armor herself accordingly. Poet sees through the armor. She sees through his performance. The enemies-to-lovers tension that builds between them is built on language, on what each of them chooses to say and chooses to withhold, and that makes it sharper than most.
Trick is the first book in the Foolish Kingdoms series and sets the tone for what follows: lush world-building organized around four seasonal kingdoms, prose with a poetic quality that mirrors its narrator, and a romance that takes its time. Natalia Jaster is not in a hurry. The result is a fantasy that earns its heat through character rather than circumstance.
I picked this up expecting a standard enemies-to-lovers romantasy. What I got was something more carefully constructed than that. Jaster writes Poet as someone whose relationship to language is the whole point of the story, not just a charming quirk, and that choice shapes everything else.
The rule that jesters don't lie is not just worldbuilding decoration. It is the engine of the entire first act. Watching Poet navigate the court with technically true statements that function as deceptions is genuinely fun, and it sets up the moment when that game stops being enough. When Briar starts to see through it, the shift in their dynamic happens at the level of language, not gesture or proximity. That is unusual in a genre where much of the romantic tension is physical, and it works.
Briar takes longer to fully land than Poet does, but that is partly by design. She is defended in a way that is earned rather than imposed by the plot. Her chapters have a slower reveal to them, and by the midpoint her perspective carries as much weight as his. The subplot involving children with mental disabilities in Jaster's world adds a dimension that the story handles carefully, and it gives Briar a purpose that exists outside the romance.
The prose is dense in a way that will not suit every reader. Jaster writes with a lot of deliberate style, and the audiobook format helps with that. Read by eye, the rhythm can feel ornate. Heard aloud, it settles into something almost musical.
On the narration: Charlotte Claremont and Will Thorne are well matched here. Claremont brings Briar a composure that occasionally cracks in the right places. Thorne voices Poet with the kind of careful charm the character requires, light on the surface and doing real work underneath. At 17 hours and 3 minutes, the dual narration keeps the tonal shifts clean across a story that asks both narrators to carry a lot of emotional subtext. Neither of them overplays it.
Some links on this page are affiliate links. As an Amazon Associate, I earn from qualifying purchases at no extra cost to you.
Trick by Natalia Jaster opens the Foolish Kingdoms series in the Kingdom of Spring, where a court jester named Poet lives by a single law: never lie. When Crown Princess Briar claims him as her personal fool, the verbal sparring that follows is both the romance and the plot. Jaster builds her world across four seasonal kingdoms and writes with a prose style that suits the audiobook format particularly well: layered, rhythmic, and precise about what it withholds.
Take advantage of the free trial, cancellable at any time, and hear Charlotte Claremont and Will Thorne carry Briar and Poet across 17 hours and 3 minutes of court politics, careful deception, and a romance that earns every degree of its heat.
The audiobook is yours to keep even after the trial ends. The free trial also opens access to thousands of other titles, with no obligation to continue. Start listening now.
More BookTok Audiobooks
US-based editor & staff writer focused on audiobooks. Honest reviews, curated “best of” lists, and practical guides with an accessibility lens.
